tescelyn said something to me that made me happy yet sad at the same time.
"u are very lucky cause you have such good friends to hang out with that u don see the need for a bf and you are always so happy"
happy cause it made me realised that is true i do hav good friends to hang out w.
and whether havin a bf doesnt really bother me cause i have them to count on.
and i do appreciate my friends.
and then it dawned on me.
i am such a bad friend.
i never asked tescelyn to go out or just to hang out.
and when she really needed a friend, i wasnt there.
which made me realised why she had quite a number of ex bf and why she feels so lonely.
she knows alot of ppl,
but she doesnt really hav a true friend.
considering we known each other for such a long time.
thats nt the kind of friend i want to be
i want to be a better friend to her,
and i feel so useless when she told me stuff jus now and i didnt know what to say cause i didnt know how her relationship was or the ppl she dated.
unlike HB,
i don know what they think but at least i knew what i want to say or want them to know.
and they all know i will be there if they need me.
or at least i try.
but the friend i have known for the longest time doesnt.
i think i am a bad friend.