do u believe in Him?
this is gg to be a boring post..
u can chose nt to read it..
and no offence to those who believe in God..
i came across this line..
"He may be around, but He is forever sleeping"
somehow or rather,
i kinda believe in that..
why?
look around..
ever since sept 11, we have not gone past a week or a month without hearing that a mass of ppl jus died..
i mean.. is killing innocent ppl good..
u never know that the next kid they kill,
might be able to find the cure for AIDS in future or something..
so far, they hav not gotten what they want..
but seriously.. what do they want?
domination?
the earth is already dying..
instead of vieing for power..
they should be putting their resources together to save the earth..
where is the God that people say all the time?
why cant things be peaceful jus like before..
even funny things happen in my family..
it used to be so good and happy..
where everyone have fun talking and us kids, playing
now..
i can hear gossips every now and then..
i can only say only the women in my family are capable..
in a sense that women in the family marry good men and have good life..
but the guys..
not tryin to say my uncles are useless..
but..
they dont even give money to my grandparents..
they jus rely on my mum and aunts for everything..
like..they are your parents also..
and they are the sons...
they are ones being doted on or whatever..
and they actually had the nerve to tell my aunt during my uncle's funeral
"dont want lah, that one so expensive"
like hello, your brother jus died?
cant u even fork out some money for him to go decently?
is not alot..jus a few hundred..
compared to the amt and effort that my mum n aunts put in..
is really nothing..
i am not making that up..
i heard from my aunt..
actually..i overheard lah..but is not a crime what..
even though i am raised in a catholic sch for 11 years..
i never really believe that He is there..
i do believe in Him..
but not that exaggerating..
actually i think my belief in Him is slowly fading away..
but i guess when one gets older..
such things just doesnt matter anymore..
so for now,
i think i go with the "He is forever sleeping"
cause i really think he is..
i told u this was a boring post..
goodbye.
u can chose nt to read it..
and no offence to those who believe in God..
i came across this line..
"He may be around, but He is forever sleeping"
somehow or rather,
i kinda believe in that..
why?
look around..
ever since sept 11, we have not gone past a week or a month without hearing that a mass of ppl jus died..
i mean.. is killing innocent ppl good..
u never know that the next kid they kill,
might be able to find the cure for AIDS in future or something..
so far, they hav not gotten what they want..
but seriously.. what do they want?
domination?
the earth is already dying..
instead of vieing for power..
they should be putting their resources together to save the earth..
where is the God that people say all the time?
why cant things be peaceful jus like before..
even funny things happen in my family..
it used to be so good and happy..
where everyone have fun talking and us kids, playing
now..
i can hear gossips every now and then..
i can only say only the women in my family are capable..
in a sense that women in the family marry good men and have good life..
but the guys..
not tryin to say my uncles are useless..
but..
they dont even give money to my grandparents..
they jus rely on my mum and aunts for everything..
like..they are your parents also..
and they are the sons...
they are ones being doted on or whatever..
and they actually had the nerve to tell my aunt during my uncle's funeral
"dont want lah, that one so expensive"
like hello, your brother jus died?
cant u even fork out some money for him to go decently?
is not alot..jus a few hundred..
compared to the amt and effort that my mum n aunts put in..
is really nothing..
i am not making that up..
i heard from my aunt..
actually..i overheard lah..but is not a crime what..
even though i am raised in a catholic sch for 11 years..
i never really believe that He is there..
i do believe in Him..
but not that exaggerating..
actually i think my belief in Him is slowly fading away..
but i guess when one gets older..
such things just doesnt matter anymore..
so for now,
i think i go with the "He is forever sleeping"
cause i really think he is..
i told u this was a boring post..
goodbye.
posted by kho at 11:19 PM
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